3  of  5 "I fell pregnant when I was 19 years old. I gave birth to a baby boy, who passed away at six months. I realized after his death that he had died from HIV. I tested positive a month later. I was with my dad. I was very disappointed, and I even thought that I killed my baby, you know, because I tested negative when I was six months pregnant and then I didn’t go for the next test. The baby was due before I was meant to test again. So being HIV-positive was another hurt, the second big hurt in my life."